i made these too!

just a little dream ^^

Feliz aniversário! i love you so much!!!

9 poems made for oscar's birthday!

i made these poems especially for oscar's 22nd birthday..
happy 9th September oscar!!

1. #PetrCech
Eleven.. someday, somewhere, and somehow..
you can be a world that i always there in it
you more than just a candy shop
you more than just my favorite song
about you..
forget? no, and never.
why? don't ask. you knew the reason
i just can't.
i'll take care of every single words you said
clean and clear..
save in my brain..
this isn't a habitual
it just a must.
i love you, without any logical reason

2. #BIvanovic
cry tonight and smile tomorrow
for your compassion and your happiness
 i'll always be there
even you don't realize
perhaps, it just a thousand stars
that i took one for you
you are my first place
and you'll be my last place i die at
even it just a word, i will always share it
even if this isn't mean anything..
it always fair even i'm so afraid to fly
say "goodnight" my love..
i'll duplicate it with "sleep tight"

3. #AshleyCole
in my whole life
there's just one thing
"what a girl can do, what a girl can't do"
but you always make me feel i can do more than i should be!
between your careness and your passiveness
don't you know i still watching at you?
i just want to see your happy tears
yeah, more than anything in the world
when i heard your groan, i hurt inside.
drawing your eyes pattern, that's what i do.
one-third longing..
one-third love..
one-third anxious..
DELAYED.
in the folds of time,,
i'm waiting..
again.

4. #DavidLuiz
if only be calculated, i still can count it.
but it's out of mathematical calculation
a happiness commensurate with a thousand cries..
spread like an electric current
and suddenly, i stung loneliness..
i see leaf's dancing
i look up to the skies and see
there are so many birds flying
i wish i can be one of them
you'll be the first aim i come

5. #MEssien
now, it's all about blue.
yeah, you know!
blue is the color..
you sent me into a deep hole
a hole full of your breath
--O is for the Only reason i work hard
--S is for the Sentence "i care for you"
--C is for CHELSEA FANS CLUB that means us
--A is for the Art of kicking the ball
--R is for the Reflection of my knight
WOULD YOU MIND GIVE ME A LITTLE HAPPINESS??

6.
Everything still about you.
the dream and hope.
nothing change, even a lil'bit.
every moment, every second
means everything.
when story by story almost stops
morn unite it again
quoting 5 words for you
"take care, keep our heart"
for the new start,
and without a seed hatred.
one kiss, i leave on your brow.
good morning^^

7. #Ramires
Thousands fireflies dim their light
when they see you cry
thousands butterflies choose to stop flying
when they see you weak
thousands people just stand and stare at you
when they see you fall silent
but thousands candles will light your way, from me.
i choose to pretend that you are fine
because i know i can make you fine
can you put your head up?
and give me your little smile?
it will make me feel be valued
if you just know :')

8. #FrankLampard
do you ever hear westlife's songs?
i quoted their song..
so here we stand, in our secret place
where the sound of the crowd is so far away
all of our tears will be lost in the rain
when i find my way back to your arms again
just a smile and the rain is gone
can't hardly believe it
you're an angel standing next to me
i'll reach your hand
so let's take tonight to carry us through lonely times
i lay my love on you
it's all i wanna do!
everytime i breath i feel brand new
you open up my heart
show me all wonderful world
but then, i woke up and find it's all just a dream
yeah, a beautiful dream.
i know it will come true
but until that day, you know you are..
the king of my heart.

9. #FTorres
tired, actually.
there's just a weak vibrate that left
after that, intangible words calling
i just can accept it,
if this is suppose to be.
hugs day, fondle dreams
i still walk in my way alone
waiting for your consciousness to pick me up
God, keep me save in this restless
that's it..



last.. this isn't a poem. you may think it's a letter..

dear you.
i heard love is dangerous. once you fall you'll never get enough, yeah i feel it. i fall for you. i dream about you and make no sense for all this bullshit. you're a diamond. a diamond with a love shape. my dreams were so weird. first time i dream, you were moving to Barcelona. i hate that so much. i cannot hold my tears then i cried and punched your body. you take my hand and hug me.you gave me an explain that it wasn't your willingness, but you have to. you erased my tears and said "my blood will always blue". when i woke up, my cheek was wet by my tears. i thought i was really cried.
the second times i dream, was a beautiful dream. i was sitting on the chair in front of my class at my school. and suddenly you came and all my friends shouted "Nessa! that's oscar!! come and get him!!" i can't move. i just can stare and fall silent. you came to me and sat beside me. i can't even talk. my words don't come into my mind. i stuck and paralyzed. you introduced yourself to me, all i can do just take your hand and shake hand. all my friend said "come on! hug him and take a picture!". i said "i can't. i'm too shy. beside, i  was afraid oscar's wife will be angry" everybody laughed so loud when heard that. but you.. you put your arms around me and took 2 pictures of us. i was so happy. it was awesome!! but i still wonder why in every dream about you, you keep saying "i'll gonna move to barca" then go.. make me feel bad..
when i woke up, actually i was hypnotized by my friend firman. he made me met you. then i check my phone, i discovered 2 pictures with my friend Fickry that has a similar face with you. even i usually call him "OSCAR KW". if he just let me share the pictures, you'll see how similar you both.
after that dream, i feel close with you scar.. i feel like, i ever met you and you knew me. every night, i pray to God.. Someday, you'll gonna see me as who i really am and you'll treat me as your girl.

this is your birthday.
i wish you could see what i see, when you look at the mirror.
i wish God listened to my pray and make it come true.
wish you all the best, God Bless You.
i love you. you knew it.
Happy birthday!!


LOVE
@nessamayhizrani

happy birthday Oscar!!! feliz aniversário!!!

as long as i live, this is the first time i'm really being a big first fan of someone. he is thin, his face is weird like baby, he's brazilian, and he loves football very much. he was born in 1991, september 9th. yup! today is his birthday. congratulation!! happy birthday to you! happy birthday to you! happy birthday happy birthday happy birthday to you! haha i am singing^^
he has a baby face but when he play, he can be a boss. there's a sentence say this "face like baby, play like a boss". an exclamation for him. he really confiscated my time as long as i can remember. his friends ever came into indonesia at 25th july 2013,and i was very enthusiast to meet them. but i must disappointed with him because he couldn't come too. he is so funny and makes my mouth can't stop smiling. i'm adore him whenever he take a picture with Luiz, piazon and other, i always get envy. yup! dia itu Oscar Dos Santos Emboaba Junior.

aren't these make you melt? hahaha

i have something for him that i made very long ago especially for oscar. the only thing that confused me is ..

how can i make oscar take a look of thus??! he has so much fans! 

then, i decided to post my gift here, at my blog..

i love poems. i made a thousand if oscar wants me to. one of these poems that already finished i dedicate only for oscar. he's my inspiration.

oscar, i hope you'll like this poem and appreciate it :')

especially for you. you light my room more than star do

you wake me up from my bad dreams

when my eyes look at you, all my troubles seem so far away

when i touch the skies, all my tears get down with smile

your voice, your destiny.

the horizon looks like a beautiful arch when you laugh

the orbit of Neptune even closer

the galaxy feels more tiny and stops to staring you

my heart likes earthquake when you kick the ball till' fly

you are the Oxygen (O) that makes me still alive

you are the Scandium (Sc) that makes the high light

you are the Argon (Ar) that always present whenever nitrogen go

i wanna be your princess

i wanna be your furry when i cry

i want you always be there to be my knight

one thing to make my dreams came true.

WAKE UP !!

but..

will you fill and feel me when i open my eyes?

i love you oscar, i always do..

@nessamayhizrani

#KTBFFH !

+Chelsea Football Club 

blue is the color!!!

G                   D
Blue is the colour, football is the game
                       G
We're all together and winning is our aim
    C                      G
So cheer us on through the sun and rain
                 D              G
'Cause Chelsea, Chelsea is our name.


G                            A
Here at the Bridge, whether rain or fine
D             G
We can shine all the time
                       C
Home or away, come and see us play
        D           G
You're welcome any day


G                   D
Blue is the colour, football is the game
                       G
We're all together and winning is our aim
    C                      G
So cheer us on through the sun and rain
                 D              G
'Cause Chelsea, Chelsea is our name.


G                          A
Come to the Shed and we'll welcome you
D                   G
Wear your blue and see us through
                              C 
Sing loud and clear until the game is done
      D           G
Sing Chelsea everyone


G                   D
Blue is the colour, football is the game
                       G
We're all together and winning is our aim
    C                      G
So cheer us on through the sun and rain
                 D              G
'Cause Chelsea, Chelsea is our name.


G                   D
Blue is the colour, football is the game
                       G
We're all together and winning is our aim
    C                      G
So cheer us on through the sun and rain
                 D              G
'Cause Chelsea, Chelsea is our name.

the call by regina spektor

   G                D
It started out as a feeling
           Em          C
Which then grew into a hope
           G             D
Which then turned into a quiet thought
           Em                  C
Which then turned into a quiet word
    D                   D7
And then that word grew louder and louder
 G                   Em
'Til it was a battle cry
          C
I'll come back
         D    Em
When you call me
G                  D
No need to say goodbye

G                         D
Just because everything's changing
                  Em                    C
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
G                        D
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
   Em                  C
As you head off to the war
D                  D7
Pick a star on the dark horizon
    G          Em
And follow the light
            C
You'll come back 
          D Em
When it's over
G          D       Em
No need to say goodbye
            C            
You'll come back 
          D Em
When it's over
G          D       G
No need to say goodbye

G                       D
Now we're back to the beginning
            Em                       C
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
    G                       D
But just because they can't feel it too
        Em                       C
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
D                      D7
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
G                        Em
'Til they're before your eyes
            C
You'll come back
          D    Em
When they call you
G          D       Em
No need to say goodbye
            C
You'll come back
          D    Em
When they call you
G          D       G
No need to say goodbye

secret admirer, maybe?

yaa oke...
sebulan yang lalu, gue dapetin sepucuk surat aneh. awalnya sih gue takut pas dapet surat itu yang tiba tiba nyangsang aja di tas gue ck. sampe rumah, gue coba buka. eh tulisannya gini..

"hai nessa! gue denger lo suka nulis puisi ya? gue punya puisi loh buat lo. semoga suka ya!

Nessa.. sebuah nama yang selalu menjadi satu satunya alasanku berangkat ke sekolah.
Nessa.. sebuah nama yang selalu menjadi satu satunya harapanku untuk mendekatinya.
Nessa.. sebuah nama yang tak ku sangka membuatku tega untuk berlari kearahnya.
Nessa.. sebuah pertanyaan yang tak bosan ku lontarkan.
akankah dia mengetahuinyaa?

gue gak pernah berani buat nyapa lo duluan. iya, gue tau gue pengecut! maafin gue yaa. gue cuma mau ngungkapin hal ini aja. semoga lo sadar yaa suatu saat nanti.

                                                                                                with all my love
                                                                                                        1ns :)

yaa, pertama gue baca sih gue seneng. tapi apa iya engga aneh? setau gue yang dapet surat cinta itu osis deh bukan siswa siswi yang gak penting pada saat saat itu keberadaannya wkwk. curious sih, siapa kira kira yang tega ngasih puisi singkat yang bikin gue senyum senyum sendiri ini tanpa ngasih tau siapa pengirimnya. yang ada malah kode "1ns" yang sampe sekarang engga kepikiran sama sekali apaan artinya ckck.
hebatnya lagi, doi niat banget pula bikin suratnya pake majalah lah digunting gunting! berasa dapet surat kaleng versi asli gue! hahaha..

intinya, buat orang yang bertanggung jawab sama surat itu, tolong show up! siapapun anda, saya menghargai puisi itu haha ^^

sick-_-

            senin kemarin, gue berenang sama kakak gue mba kikin, gina sama yasir. kita had fun banget disana. main macem macem dan gak tau waktu seharian didalem air. pulangnya, kita mampir dulu kerumah mba kikin. dan disitu, semua mulai ngerasa meriang. yasir yang paling idiot disana karna doi sampe dikerokin dulu sama gina dirumah mba kikin haha. abis makan dan mandi, kita langsung on the way pulang. 

            selasanya, gue mulai ngerasa drop. gue bed rest seharian dan gak mau kemana mana. malemnya, gue rasa gue udah fine fine aja, jadi gue ke wafa sama mba kikin sama ka vinno. berhubung gue udah baikan, gue pesen lah itu ice lemon tea. sampe dirumah, gue buru buru nyari obat karna gue ngerasa mulai lagi ini flu. abis minum obat gue coba buat tidur. kebiasaan buruk gue adalah, yang namanya pusing sampe demam malah bikin gabisa buat tidur cepet. jam 9... jam 10... jam 12... halusinasi banget! yang lemari lah gue liat berlumuran pasir, yang pintu lah gue pikir kebuka, ada-ada aja dah~ dan akhirnya jam 2 baru bisa tidur pules-_-

             rabunya, gue fikir gue udah sembuh. so, siangnya gue ke blok m. gue gak mikir apa apa. gue nyantai banget minum es. pulang dari blok m, yudhi minta anterin nyari komik attack on titan. udah keliling gramedia matraman, akhirnya kita nyerah gak nemuin itu komik. kita tanya ke pegawainya, dan mereka bilang komik 2 tumpuk sebanyak itu dalam beberapa hari udah sold out! damn. kita kelaperan karna pencarian yang tidak membuahkan hasil itu. yudhi ngajak makan kfc, gue gak mau. yudhi ngajak makan mcdi, gue gak mau. ujung ujungnya.... J.co lagi haha. gue baru sadar, kalo J.co itu gak jual air mineral. berhubung gue gak boleh minum es karna mulai ngerasa gak enak badan lagi, alhasil gue pesen thailand tea. awalnya gue fikir itu teh rasanya gak bakal beda jauh sama teh teh lainnya. dan jleb!! itu gak enaaaaaaaaaaaaaak!!! mau muntah rasanya minum teh itu >.< ujung ujungnya, dari pada gue mual, gue pesen Cappucino ice. yupp! bener dugaan gue. batuk, pilek, demam (lagi). abis makan, yudhi langsung nganterin gue pulang. gue langsung nyerang obat. dan bener, gue gabisa tidur lagi.

              kamis gue bangun pagi banget. gue ngerasa gak enak badan dan sakit semua. pas gue tensi, panas gue segini..

ok, it's time to panic!!!

gue balik tidur lagi aja.. siapa tau panasnya berkurang hehe.

sekitar jam 11an, raini sama kartika mampir kerumah gue dan ngebangunin gue. yaa, bener dugaan gue, panasnya berkurang. jadi 37,5. gue suka angkanya^^

malemnya gue ke dokter. gue paling benci sama yg namanya suntikan, dan obat. dokternya bilang, gue harus bed rest minimal 2 hari. entah ini gue sakit apaan, tapi kok tumben lebai banget sampe bed rest segala!

gue bingung, gue cuma ngerasa demam biasa doang, kok obat yang gue dapet bisa sebanyak ini ya..

berhubung gue gasuka obat dan gabisa minum tablet/kapsul sebanyak itu, jadi gue minumnya satu per satu deh hehehe.. bisa lo bayangin gak seberapa banyak air putih buat gue minum obat itu-_-

setiap selesai minum obat, gue pasti makan sesuatu yang bikin mulut gue manis. yang gue suka itu ya coklat! bodohnya gue, gue baru sadar abis minum itu obat gue langsung makan wafer coklat yang jelas jelas gue gak boleh makan yang bersanten, donat, minum es, susu, dan "COKLAT".

yupp, batuknya kumat lagi..

pulang gue check up ke dokter, gina sama yasir jenguk gue. lumayan bikin gue agak mendingan. walau pas mau tidur panas gue naik lagi tapi tetep aja gak berasa^^

ini hari jumat.. dan hari ini ude kerumah bawain gue black forest tripple chocolate by dapur coklat. sumpah ya ini napsu banget pengen makaan!! tapi inget gaboleh makan coklat dulu 2 hari :'(

bolehnya makan ini.. -__-

get well soon caa -_-